Being in a love relationship is more than meets the eye. Started off with knowing each other in the adolescent years, maturing together, etc. Too often fate only does its job by bringing two person together, and afterwhich both of you will have to figure how your lives will go.
While everyone around me is indulging in their where-to-party-tomorrow life, here am I stressing about what seems to be really unnecessary - future. Must it be this way? As much as I wish to put down all thoughts and lead everyday as it is, I can't. No one knows my deepest thought, including you. Though you always listen to my rants. I hate that I've grew so sensitive towards the slightest happening.
Life would be so much simpler if I'm a single, but as of now I have YOU and I want to make the best out of everything. I'm keeping those little thoughts to myself and just observing.. observing how the path will go for us. You're striving hard to keep our goals possible too, and your constant assurance they're heartwarming but all these will be NOTHING if any of these doesn't come true for us in the future.
I know I'm definitely not overthinking cuz I'm certain in what I want. I'm sure my actions will pay off one day. And that day will be 5-10 years later.. No matter how long it'd take, you're gonna walk with me through it and we will eat the fruits of our labour. Till then *.*
Awful
Thursday, May 5 @ 11:24 AM
Tonight is the night I realised how salty tears are. Have never cried so badly in the past 2 years. This time, my heart is really broken. No idea why our separation has such a big impact on me this time. Maybe it's because we realised it really is gone. Us. No longer the us. It's ME and YOU now. Love relationships are always sweet at first and both partners feel too comfortable in the love process and slowly taking each other for granted, and lastly comes the unavoidable downhill stage though I really dread it. But well it's life.. part and parcels of life. Too young to take all these shits.
Locking myself in the room and blasting music throughout. What else? I need a shoulder badly.
Saturday, April 30 @ 10:52 AM
Absolutely adore long stretches of clean white sand and pure clear water. Definitely heading to the beach soon!
A bird was freezing in the cold, lying on the snow. It was trembling so hard when all of a sudden, a lump of poo landed on its soon-to-be-hardened body. Ahhhh, refreshing, it said to itself, thankfully watching its benefactor, a cow, slowly walking away.
Then, it began to sing loudly. A passing cat heard its chippings, dug it out, and ate it. (yucks)
The bird needn't worry about freezing to death anymore.
Those who land you in deep shit aren't necessarily your enemy.
Those who get you outta it aren't necessarily your friend.
But when you're in deep shit,
remember to keep your mouth shut.
Hehe it's so meaningful I found it online and re-posted it. And yeah true enough, this indeed applies to life. I've never really encountered a backstabber/bitch/liars but we definitely can't avoid two-faced people and they just irk me. So many politics in life. Gonna shower and head to bed real soon! I foresee a hectic week ahead. Toddles!
Saturday, April 16 @ 8:58 AM
This is Hideaki Akaiwa. When the Tsunami hit his home town of Ishinomaki, Hideaki was at work. Realising his wife was trapped in their home, he ignored the advice of professionals, who told him to wait for the army to arrive to provide search and rescue.
Instead he found some scuba gear, jumped in the raging torrent - dodging cars, houses and other debris being dragged around by the powerful current, any of which could have killed him instantly - and navigated the now submerged streets in pitch dark, freezing water until he found his house. Swimming inside, he discovered his wife alive on the upper level with only a small amount of breathing room, and sharing his respirator, pulled her out to safety.
If he had waited for the army, his wife of 20 years would be dead.
Oh, and if that’s not enough badassery for one lifetime, Hideaki realised his mother was also unaccounted for, so jumped back in the water and managed to save her life also. Since then Hideaki enters the water everyday on a one man search and rescue mission, saving countless lives and proving that two natural disasters in a single day, and insurmountable odds can’t stand in the way of love. This man is my hero.
Perfect Two
Wednesday, April 13 @ 6:43 AM
I'm glad I poured my heart out to you. It's been ages since I remembered our heart2heart talks. Really warming. Spoke our piece of mind and now I know we both felt better. Realised that attitude is really a killer and I know I ought to get rid of my bad habit. Like seriously. I think as time passes, your heart grows closer to your other half, and sometimes you really do take him for granted. And neglect him even. I feel bad, really.
Nevertheless, you still stick to my side like a honey and throw me those warm hugs. Always feel so assuring in your arms. I couldn't ask for more.
Ellie: Can I hold your hand? Carl: No. Ellie: But why? Carl: Because it’ll hurt when you let go.
TSUNAMI PROTECTION
WHEN YOU ARE WAITING FOR YOUR FAV PART OF SONG TO COME UP:
Hold up!
It's coming...
Wait for it...
NOW!
Loots
Tuesday, April 5 @ 3:14 AM
This Floral highwaisted just reached my doorstep!
So happy that I found the right one as I'd been looking high and low for perfect floral prints shorts. On the other hand, rompers are like my favourites now, bought two at one go. In mustard and black. Loving them to bits! Ok I sound like a clothes porno haha. Speaking of which, I've been blogshopping so much recently but I just love how my wardrobe is filling up everyday with so many pretty clothes.
Till here, time to head over to the other side (my online store).
Funny Video
Saturday, April 2 @ 7:47 AM
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